Day::47

GOD'S WHITE HOT ANGER

I've never really liked this topic. I don't like thinking of God as being angry. But today i tried to let myself think about it even though i don't like it/don't understand it...and i started wondering, why don't i like that God got angry at these people? I think it's because it doesn't seem like they had a chance...they just read the book and then realized that they had been sinning and then God's anger raged. But really, they had every chance. We all do. We all have a sin-detector built in. So God has every right to be angry with them. And He has every right to be angry with us. But i still don't like that. And it makes me feel kindof guilty...like i shouldn't think that God shouldn't be angry...but i do. Maybe i think i deserve his grace because i'm so used to it.

So, just like the book said, i'll turn to Jesus and together we'll examine my heart.
May i never get used to grace.